Greetings!
So today marks the real first day of Hurricane Sandy affecting where I live. School has been cancel for today and tomorrow, and I hope to God it won't be cancelled Wednesday! Usually I'm all for no school but I have a quiz that will bring up my calculus grade to a passing C!
In other news, I went to work today. Only for 2 hours though! YAY! Our store had to close way early due to the hurricane weather and the power outages facing us this very moment! I'm blessed that I still have power! (:
I was somewhat productive today, made Fall sugar cookies and did some calculus preparation for the quiz!
ALSO. ONE DIRECTIONS NEW SONG LITTLE THINGS CAME OUT!
Holy cheap. Let me tell you that I've been a fan before their music was released in America and I'm not a diehard fan but pretty close! Their song is so perfect even if they didnt write it, IT MAKES YOU MELT!
If you are reading this, tell me what you think of one direction!
Tomorrow shall be another day of rain and wind and maybe no power! Better charge my cell phone! Woohoo!!
Goodnight!
-casey
So this is my blog pretty much venting out my life and trying to figure what to do. God has a plan for me, but I'm not sure yet, but one day I'll find it out. :)
Showing posts with label school. Show all posts
Showing posts with label school. Show all posts
Monday, October 29, 2012
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
School blues.
I'm sick.Not of an infection (well right now i am)
Not because of people.
But.
Because of SCHOOL.

I just can't deal with the overload on homework, figuring out what to do on the weekend, (balancing fun and homework) , and oh yeah, i work.
I feel like everything just goes completely wrong. I haven't had a week that has been good. that's a whole month. And I'm the person who just goes even though I'm tired. People are wondering how I survive on so little hours is that i DONT. but I just have to get through the day til its time to go to sleep. Even then I have to stay up doing homework or I have to crunch it in during homeroom, and sometimes I can't deal with it.
I also found out I have a huge Vitamin D deficiency so I have to eat other foods, and they are not helping with my stomach.
People call me lazy but I usually have to do stuff like watch my brother, which involves playing with the poor kid, I have homework and then do chores around the house cause I'm never home on the weekends and I have to make it up.
Also,
I went to Awakening Musical Fest this year and it was awesome! I went with my friends Ashley, Kayla, and Stephanie and we had a great time jamming to people such as Hawk Nelson, Family Force 5, and tobyMac! <- we also heard Jamie Grace sing her song "Hold Me".
That song is so my life.
LYRICS: I’ve had a long day I just wanna relax/Don’t have time for my friends, no time to chit-chat Problems at my job, wonderin’ what to do I know I should be working but I’m thinking of You and Just when I feel this crazy world is gonna bring me down That’s when Your smile comes around Ooh, I love the way You hold me By my side You’ll always be.
I feel like people don't understand that Christians AREN'T PERFECT. We screw up, mess up, slip up, just like EVERYONE IN THE WORLD. The only thing that is different is that we, have a God and His Son to "hold us" while we are feeling this way. One way to put it is that God holds on to your arm, and even if you mess up, he's still going to be holding you.
You may think what you are doing now is so terrible and you can't go back, or even what would people think? "Christians are "supposed" to be GOOD KIDS. PERFECT KIDS." HA. i laugh at that. Christians don't strive to be PERFECT. but we strive to be what God wants us to be.
I challenge you as a reader to figure out what God wants you to be. And how you find that out is to read HIS book, the Bible. You'll figure out that even the most prestigious people in the Bible screwed up. Like Paul.
Paul was originally named Saul. He was hated by everyone. He killed alot of people. He's the poster child of what not to do. And yet God had a plan for him.
Crazy. No other words to describe it.

songs to digest :)
1. Hold Me by Jamie Grace. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ISgr8SgCYbY
2. Your Love is A Mystery by Hawk Nelson. (this song is how even when we screw up, God still loves us.) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G4eRLiTvKps
3. Wobble by Family Force 5. (who says you can't have fun?) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQEH_n7Anx8
4. Broken by Lindsey Haun. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PoWQunKQElE
&& 5. Pennybags by Tyler Ward. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZXdo6YUXWbI&feature=results_video&playnext=1&list=PL2E934138A75C94F6
<3 casey.
Not because of people.
But.
Because of SCHOOL.

I just can't deal with the overload on homework, figuring out what to do on the weekend, (balancing fun and homework) , and oh yeah, i work.
I feel like everything just goes completely wrong. I haven't had a week that has been good. that's a whole month. And I'm the person who just goes even though I'm tired. People are wondering how I survive on so little hours is that i DONT. but I just have to get through the day til its time to go to sleep. Even then I have to stay up doing homework or I have to crunch it in during homeroom, and sometimes I can't deal with it.
I also found out I have a huge Vitamin D deficiency so I have to eat other foods, and they are not helping with my stomach.
People call me lazy but I usually have to do stuff like watch my brother, which involves playing with the poor kid, I have homework and then do chores around the house cause I'm never home on the weekends and I have to make it up.
Also,
I went to Awakening Musical Fest this year and it was awesome! I went with my friends Ashley, Kayla, and Stephanie and we had a great time jamming to people such as Hawk Nelson, Family Force 5, and tobyMac! <- we also heard Jamie Grace sing her song "Hold Me".
That song is so my life.
LYRICS: I’ve had a long day I just wanna relax/Don’t have time for my friends, no time to chit-chat Problems at my job, wonderin’ what to do I know I should be working but I’m thinking of You and Just when I feel this crazy world is gonna bring me down That’s when Your smile comes around Ooh, I love the way You hold me By my side You’ll always be.
I feel like people don't understand that Christians AREN'T PERFECT. We screw up, mess up, slip up, just like EVERYONE IN THE WORLD. The only thing that is different is that we, have a God and His Son to "hold us" while we are feeling this way. One way to put it is that God holds on to your arm, and even if you mess up, he's still going to be holding you.
You may think what you are doing now is so terrible and you can't go back, or even what would people think? "Christians are "supposed" to be GOOD KIDS. PERFECT KIDS." HA. i laugh at that. Christians don't strive to be PERFECT. but we strive to be what God wants us to be.
I challenge you as a reader to figure out what God wants you to be. And how you find that out is to read HIS book, the Bible. You'll figure out that even the most prestigious people in the Bible screwed up. Like Paul.
Paul was originally named Saul. He was hated by everyone. He killed alot of people. He's the poster child of what not to do. And yet God had a plan for him.
Crazy. No other words to describe it.

songs to digest :)
1. Hold Me by Jamie Grace. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ISgr8SgCYbY
2. Your Love is A Mystery by Hawk Nelson. (this song is how even when we screw up, God still loves us.) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G4eRLiTvKps
3. Wobble by Family Force 5. (who says you can't have fun?) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQEH_n7Anx8
4. Broken by Lindsey Haun. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PoWQunKQElE
&& 5. Pennybags by Tyler Ward. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZXdo6YUXWbI&feature=results_video&playnext=1&list=PL2E934138A75C94F6
<3 casey.
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Beautiful people/my week
What is being "beautiful" mean? Well people says things like, looking great, in anyway possible or in an unique way.
Here's dictionary.com's version:
Beautiful:
Thats why I want to help kids, and especially those in social care. Social workers get a bad reputation for taking kids away from their parents, who cannot help them. But as one I want to go to the extra mile to help the parents get back on their feet and get their kids back. Nothing is more tragic than loosing your own baby girl or baby boy just because of some stupid mistakes.
Also, to keep you updated in my life, I'm working (which feels like all the time) but some people need to chill when they're at the checkout! I never realized but some just need to do the self checkouts so that innocent cashiers like me don't get spoken to in such a harsh way. Its not my fault the watermelon rolled. Its not my fault I have to ask you about donating. And one thing is donating a dollar for a purchase isn't so bad, unless you've done it like 5 times, then thats okay. But seriously people, KIDS NEED HELP OUT THERE. and you guys in your fancy cars and houses and high dollar jobs cant just donate a stickin dollar? What has America come to?
RFDKLFJDKLF.
Schools almost out. THANK THE LORD!
This is the part of my blog where i put a great song up! well here it is! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QzlNFcT2aOE <--click it (: & i got another one!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVeToMZ3xdA <--awesomeness.

<3
Casey
ps. the picture is one i took to hold a BABY DRAGON! i want one!!
what about you?!
Here's dictionary.com's version:
Beautiful:
1.
2.
excellent of its kind: a beautiful putt on the seventh hole;The chef served us a beautiful roast of beef.
3.
wonderful; very pleasing or satisfying.
Good to know eh? Well I feel terrible for all those girls who feel ugly, just because of society's look on beauty. BUT in terms of this, ANY GIRL ANYWHERE IS! Society's opinion can go die in a hole. Haha
No girl should feel so worthless of her self image to resort to such horrible things, such as eating disorders, hurting, and just going into a depression. I felt compelled to write this because I hear on the monitor that we have in our house about these kids out here who either "attempted suicide" or "ODed" about EVERY DAY. Thats no way to live.Thats why I want to help kids, and especially those in social care. Social workers get a bad reputation for taking kids away from their parents, who cannot help them. But as one I want to go to the extra mile to help the parents get back on their feet and get their kids back. Nothing is more tragic than loosing your own baby girl or baby boy just because of some stupid mistakes.
Also, to keep you updated in my life, I'm working (which feels like all the time) but some people need to chill when they're at the checkout! I never realized but some just need to do the self checkouts so that innocent cashiers like me don't get spoken to in such a harsh way. Its not my fault the watermelon rolled. Its not my fault I have to ask you about donating. And one thing is donating a dollar for a purchase isn't so bad, unless you've done it like 5 times, then thats okay. But seriously people, KIDS NEED HELP OUT THERE. and you guys in your fancy cars and houses and high dollar jobs cant just donate a stickin dollar? What has America come to?
RFDKLFJDKLF.
Schools almost out. THANK THE LORD!
This is the part of my blog where i put a great song up! well here it is! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QzlNFcT2aOE <--click it (: & i got another one!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVeToMZ3xdA <--awesomeness.

<3
Casey
ps. the picture is one i took to hold a BABY DRAGON! i want one!!
what about you?!
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beautiful people,
depression,
help,
hurt,
school,
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