So I'm staying up late writing this post because other than the fact that I have nothing to do...wait. I have no reason to write this.
I just feel like this year is just going to be terrible and I just want to get outta here.
Everything that happens, especially bad, I remind myself: Just 1.more.year. Then i'm out. I just want to get on with my life and yeah I guess I should become a senior earlier, but i'd miss all my true friends and not have the senior year thats worth the fun.
I don't try to be all complainy about me wanting to leave but I find myself envisioning going to college, having a good career helping someone, and moving on. I know I should enjoy my high school years because you have like zero responsiblity and you'll never get to relive those years, but heck, I have alot of responsibilities and work is just a measely cherry to the top of it.
Work is becoming such a burden because its not like I don't enjoy it, but its like everytime I actually plan to do something, I get scheduled to work. I'd rather work Sundays or even weeknights than that lovely day called Saturday. They schedule me to work there. every.freakin.saturday. I HAVE A LIFE- im a teenager but yet oh hey...im the only teenager actually working on saturday. yeah i know sometimes garrett and taylor and even the amanda's and ashley work it, but i get the dreaded 6 1/2 hrs. They get like 5 hrs or even 4. Yeah its good to have money but i feel like i just spend it wayyy to much.
I dont know what to do.
Maybe go to a shopaholic's anonyomous meeting.
I've vented my measurement for the past week or so, so I'm headed off to bed before I have my best friend yell at me for typing so loudly, even though she does...hahaha
GOODNIGHT! (:
song(s?) of the night:
1. Stronger by Mandisa- favorite part of the song "When the waves are taking you under, hold on just a little be stronger, He knows that this will make you STRONGER." (no link...im too lazy)
2. Clueless by Rocky loves Emily- I dont know why, but i love just jamming to this song.
3. THE GLEE PROJECT- Under Pressure/ Ice Ice Baby- 2 awesome songs mashed up with 6 awesome singers. And one is IRISH. <3
heres the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rq908dPC-zU
andd lucky number 4: Leaving you Lonely- Eric Dill. I like this song! CHECK IT OUTT!
peace out!
and yes, i just said that.
