Greetings!
So today marks the real first day of Hurricane Sandy affecting where I live. School has been cancel for today and tomorrow, and I hope to God it won't be cancelled Wednesday! Usually I'm all for no school but I have a quiz that will bring up my calculus grade to a passing C!
In other news, I went to work today. Only for 2 hours though! YAY! Our store had to close way early due to the hurricane weather and the power outages facing us this very moment! I'm blessed that I still have power! (:
I was somewhat productive today, made Fall sugar cookies and did some calculus preparation for the quiz!
ALSO. ONE DIRECTIONS NEW SONG LITTLE THINGS CAME OUT!
Holy cheap. Let me tell you that I've been a fan before their music was released in America and I'm not a diehard fan but pretty close! Their song is so perfect even if they didnt write it, IT MAKES YOU MELT!
If you are reading this, tell me what you think of one direction!
Tomorrow shall be another day of rain and wind and maybe no power! Better charge my cell phone! Woohoo!!
Goodnight!
-casey
Life Ain't Always Peachy Keen
So this is my blog pretty much venting out my life and trying to figure what to do. God has a plan for me, but I'm not sure yet, but one day I'll find it out. :)
Monday, October 29, 2012
UPDATE by photos!
Starting Back Up
Oh my blog, how did I forget about you?!
Well rereading my past posts ALOT of things happened. Not to mention its been a year.
First off let me clear the air about my best friend. Her issues are still there, kind of something that comes up every so often and what gets me the most is that some things have happened, pretty big ones and her parents just treat it like it never happened. Or they treat is as if its HER fault and its HER problem and they didn't do anything WHATSOEVER. Ha. I don't think their problems will ever be resolved or never come back up again and you know that's something that is saddening but you know God puts you in these situations for a reason. Especially since I saw the height of a very bad day.
Second, I'M A SENIOR
HOLY FREAKIN COW I'M A SENIOR. EARLY RELEASE, TOGA DAY, SUPERIORITY?! ALL FOR ME AND MY CLASSMATES.
FINALLY!
My classes are quite swell this year and people are growing up! (well most are) Some are trying to go back to their freshman and sophomore days where they don't have much to do and can do whatever they want but you know its their life and they are going to end up either successful, happy, or neither.
I'm so ready for June 2013 but right now I'm doing college applications. I feel as if I'm stupid, I really didn't do much extracurricular activities and clubs and I'm sort of resentful that no one stressed doing things.
However, I did buck up and join a key club for community service so maybe that will be an exciting part of my senior year!
I'm having a lot of "last" memories. Like the first day of school was the LAST first day of high school, its the LAST Halloween I can trick-or-treat, it will be the LAST Christmas we spend together as youngins, even though some of us will be 18!
Third, ITS GOAL SEASON.
I'm trying to make a goal sheet, this being on it
list:
-working on my blog
-drop 2 jean sizes
-become social in events i used to not be
-be okay with speaking my own opinion (this will be hard so bare with me!)
-train Stella, my puppy to sleep in my bed and be calmer!
-do something exciting! i really want to randomly buy a train ticket somewhere
and that's it so far!
I'll be trying to update at least every 2 days!
if you read this kudos to you, i'm just glad I have a place I can vent out and maybe get some opinions!
loves.
Well rereading my past posts ALOT of things happened. Not to mention its been a year.
First off let me clear the air about my best friend. Her issues are still there, kind of something that comes up every so often and what gets me the most is that some things have happened, pretty big ones and her parents just treat it like it never happened. Or they treat is as if its HER fault and its HER problem and they didn't do anything WHATSOEVER. Ha. I don't think their problems will ever be resolved or never come back up again and you know that's something that is saddening but you know God puts you in these situations for a reason. Especially since I saw the height of a very bad day.
Second, I'M A SENIOR
HOLY FREAKIN COW I'M A SENIOR. EARLY RELEASE, TOGA DAY, SUPERIORITY?! ALL FOR ME AND MY CLASSMATES.
FINALLY!
My classes are quite swell this year and people are growing up! (well most are) Some are trying to go back to their freshman and sophomore days where they don't have much to do and can do whatever they want but you know its their life and they are going to end up either successful, happy, or neither.
I'm so ready for June 2013 but right now I'm doing college applications. I feel as if I'm stupid, I really didn't do much extracurricular activities and clubs and I'm sort of resentful that no one stressed doing things.
However, I did buck up and join a key club for community service so maybe that will be an exciting part of my senior year!
I'm having a lot of "last" memories. Like the first day of school was the LAST first day of high school, its the LAST Halloween I can trick-or-treat, it will be the LAST Christmas we spend together as youngins, even though some of us will be 18!
Third, ITS GOAL SEASON.
I'm trying to make a goal sheet, this being on it
list:
-working on my blog
-drop 2 jean sizes
-become social in events i used to not be
-be okay with speaking my own opinion (this will be hard so bare with me!)
-train Stella, my puppy to sleep in my bed and be calmer!
-do something exciting! i really want to randomly buy a train ticket somewhere
and that's it so far!
I'll be trying to update at least every 2 days!
if you read this kudos to you, i'm just glad I have a place I can vent out and maybe get some opinions!
loves.
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Ugh
I hate feeling like the bad guy.
I hate how I'm stuck in this position.
I only told because of your health,
not because you did it.
Now people hate me because i did something.
Why does this happen to me? And situations like this every November for the past 3 years?
I don't understand.
Ugh.
poem by me.
I hate how I'm stuck in this position.
I only told because of your health,
not because you did it.
Now people hate me because i did something.
Why does this happen to me? And situations like this every November for the past 3 years?
I don't understand.
Ugh.
poem by me.
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Major venting? Yeah.
"Dear God,
Make me a bird so I can fly far. Far far away from here."
rgdfkjldj:kjk;DAJKFD;LFJAKSD;FJK;: PHEW! I didn't know that this quote could ring so true. I just want to be a bird and get out of Purcellville, even for a few days. My life isn't going all that great so I cant wait to go to Liberty. Be with friends who are so encouraging and older and oddly, WISER.
ugh.
wish life was so easy. have fun, especially at this age, but nope, i get the responsiblities uphold on me. Ever since i was like 2 i had responsibilites because i care about people too much. I used to be my brother's right hand in everything so he wouldn't freak out by doing it alone. I'm not sure why God is making me go through the things that I do, but surely enough it might just be what i need. Cause every year at this time of year....SOMETHING GOES AWRY.
its not january, or feb or august or december. Its this october/november thing. every freakin year.
Make me a bird so I can fly far. Far far away from here."
rgdfkjldj:kjk;DAJKFD;LFJAKSD;FJK;: PHEW! I didn't know that this quote could ring so true. I just want to be a bird and get out of Purcellville, even for a few days. My life isn't going all that great so I cant wait to go to Liberty. Be with friends who are so encouraging and older and oddly, WISER.
ugh.
wish life was so easy. have fun, especially at this age, but nope, i get the responsiblities uphold on me. Ever since i was like 2 i had responsibilites because i care about people too much. I used to be my brother's right hand in everything so he wouldn't freak out by doing it alone. I'm not sure why God is making me go through the things that I do, but surely enough it might just be what i need. Cause every year at this time of year....SOMETHING GOES AWRY.
its not january, or feb or august or december. Its this october/november thing. every freakin year.
Saturday, October 15, 2011
A Good 'Ol Friday night
So I'm staying up late writing this post because other than the fact that I have nothing to do...wait. I have no reason to write this.
I just feel like this year is just going to be terrible and I just want to get outta here.
Everything that happens, especially bad, I remind myself: Just 1.more.year. Then i'm out. I just want to get on with my life and yeah I guess I should become a senior earlier, but i'd miss all my true friends and not have the senior year thats worth the fun.
I don't try to be all complainy about me wanting to leave but I find myself envisioning going to college, having a good career helping someone, and moving on. I know I should enjoy my high school years because you have like zero responsiblity and you'll never get to relive those years, but heck, I have alot of responsibilities and work is just a measely cherry to the top of it.
Work is becoming such a burden because its not like I don't enjoy it, but its like everytime I actually plan to do something, I get scheduled to work. I'd rather work Sundays or even weeknights than that lovely day called Saturday. They schedule me to work there. every.freakin.saturday. I HAVE A LIFE- im a teenager but yet oh hey...im the only teenager actually working on saturday. yeah i know sometimes garrett and taylor and even the amanda's and ashley work it, but i get the dreaded 6 1/2 hrs. They get like 5 hrs or even 4. Yeah its good to have money but i feel like i just spend it wayyy to much.
I dont know what to do.
Maybe go to a shopaholic's anonyomous meeting.
I've vented my measurement for the past week or so, so I'm headed off to bed before I have my best friend yell at me for typing so loudly, even though she does...hahaha
GOODNIGHT! (:
song(s?) of the night:
1. Stronger by Mandisa- favorite part of the song "When the waves are taking you under, hold on just a little be stronger, He knows that this will make you STRONGER." (no link...im too lazy)
2. Clueless by Rocky loves Emily- I dont know why, but i love just jamming to this song.
3. THE GLEE PROJECT- Under Pressure/ Ice Ice Baby- 2 awesome songs mashed up with 6 awesome singers. And one is IRISH. <3
heres the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rq908dPC-zU
andd lucky number 4: Leaving you Lonely- Eric Dill. I like this song! CHECK IT OUTT!
peace out!
and yes, i just said that.
I just feel like this year is just going to be terrible and I just want to get outta here.
Everything that happens, especially bad, I remind myself: Just 1.more.year. Then i'm out. I just want to get on with my life and yeah I guess I should become a senior earlier, but i'd miss all my true friends and not have the senior year thats worth the fun.
I don't try to be all complainy about me wanting to leave but I find myself envisioning going to college, having a good career helping someone, and moving on. I know I should enjoy my high school years because you have like zero responsiblity and you'll never get to relive those years, but heck, I have alot of responsibilities and work is just a measely cherry to the top of it.
Work is becoming such a burden because its not like I don't enjoy it, but its like everytime I actually plan to do something, I get scheduled to work. I'd rather work Sundays or even weeknights than that lovely day called Saturday. They schedule me to work there. every.freakin.saturday. I HAVE A LIFE- im a teenager but yet oh hey...im the only teenager actually working on saturday. yeah i know sometimes garrett and taylor and even the amanda's and ashley work it, but i get the dreaded 6 1/2 hrs. They get like 5 hrs or even 4. Yeah its good to have money but i feel like i just spend it wayyy to much.
I dont know what to do.
Maybe go to a shopaholic's anonyomous meeting.
I've vented my measurement for the past week or so, so I'm headed off to bed before I have my best friend yell at me for typing so loudly, even though she does...hahaha
GOODNIGHT! (:
song(s?) of the night:
1. Stronger by Mandisa- favorite part of the song "When the waves are taking you under, hold on just a little be stronger, He knows that this will make you STRONGER." (no link...im too lazy)
2. Clueless by Rocky loves Emily- I dont know why, but i love just jamming to this song.
3. THE GLEE PROJECT- Under Pressure/ Ice Ice Baby- 2 awesome songs mashed up with 6 awesome singers. And one is IRISH. <3
heres the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rq908dPC-zU
andd lucky number 4: Leaving you Lonely- Eric Dill. I like this song! CHECK IT OUTT!
peace out!
and yes, i just said that.
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
The Rescue- Tyler Ward
"Sometimes we all just need to be recued." - written
"I’m running backwards in the rain
Got my hand up for a taxi
I finally got her name
Then we slipped into the backseat
I whisper, “are you okay?”
she nods her head with feeling
I could see the pain
and I can not explain how
[Chorus]
I am captivated by
the way you look tonight
and I’ve seen what you’ve been into
So I will never cross the line
I won’t tell you any lies
I was sent here for the rescue
[Verse 2]
She couldn’t see past his stare, when desire took them over
With a quick and simple prayer she cried, “God bring this to closure”
“I can not take this anymore and I know that what I’m waiting for
is so much bigger, so much better, get me out, please deliver”
So I’m here breaking down your door
Calling out your name
I want to take away the pain
You know I’m here like I was before
Screaming out your name
Waiting for the change
[Chorus]
I am captivated by
The way you look tonight
And I’ve seen what you’ve been into
So I will never cross the line
I won’t tell you any lies
I was sent here for the rescue
[Choir]
Leave your burden, weak and weary, I will lead you home
Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound
"I’m running backwards in the rain
Got my hand up for a taxi
I finally got her name
Then we slipped into the backseat
I whisper, “are you okay?”
she nods her head with feeling
I could see the pain
and I can not explain how
[Chorus]
I am captivated by
the way you look tonight
and I’ve seen what you’ve been into
So I will never cross the line
I won’t tell you any lies
I was sent here for the rescue
[Verse 2]
She couldn’t see past his stare, when desire took them over
With a quick and simple prayer she cried, “God bring this to closure”
“I can not take this anymore and I know that what I’m waiting for
is so much bigger, so much better, get me out, please deliver”
So I’m here breaking down your door
Calling out your name
I want to take away the pain
You know I’m here like I was before
Screaming out your name
Waiting for the change
[Chorus]
I am captivated by
The way you look tonight
And I’ve seen what you’ve been into
So I will never cross the line
I won’t tell you any lies
I was sent here for the rescue
[Choir]
Leave your burden, weak and weary, I will lead you home
Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound
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